Disease

I have been infected
But this isn't the first time
I thought I was protected
Ugh, this dreadful curse of mine
My hearts reluctant to fight
Gives up all will and all might
Its to late now I've lost sight
Of what's wrong and right
L !
The first letter
Oh but wait it gets better
This is stage one
Where things begun.
O !
The second
Where you start to see
That theirs a difference in me.
V !
The third
Where every word
And every verb
Has now transformed and disturbed
The mental.
E !
The fourth and final
Where you'd do anything
To have what you want
Theirs no denial.

I've accepted this faith
I've achieved something great
You try and stop me?
Ill kill for L.O.V.E's sake
Its owns me
It controls me
My minds stuck
I'm a zombie
I'm not so dead
I'm more than alive
If this is heaven
I shall grow wings to fly
So happy so complete
I am whole now
I can not face defeat
But now I'm in to deep
What if it leaves?
And I become weak
Will I bounce back
Upon my feet?
What if I'm hurt
The pain would just will kill
My entire life source
No one will have any remorse
I can't take it
Rip it out now
Take it away
Shut it down

Its to intense
I must commence
Into a new light
Who's done this to me
Ill rid them from this world
Karma's reenactment
I will embrace upon them
Make them feel
What I did how I did
When the disease spreads
Murderer !
Killer !
L.O.V.E's Grim reaper !
Pretty soon
Ill have deceased needs
And then maybe I'd be rid
Of this dreadful disease. .

Make up sex

What a war it was

The battle was on

All because

Words weren't understood correctly

Now your here trapped beneath me

If I let you out will you be okay

Will you continue

With the hurtful things you say?

Can we make up in a special way?

That will take all the pain away?

Stop fighting

Stop pushing me away

Listen girl I have some things to say
I'm sorry
I didn't mean it
Take your clothes off
Let me heal it

Up against the wall

I'd kiss you so. .

Passionate

Your mind would blow

All the madness far from thought

Hold on think my zippers caught

There we go I got it free

Now come lay your sexy body on me

Why must you struggle

Your not getting away

I'd tie you up

For the rest of the day

My lips on your skin

My tongue on your body

I paint a picture

Framing each curve

Tasting so sweet

Your more than what I deserve

Your giving in

I can tell. .

Your all over me
Like a wild gazel
Sucking on me
I was your fountain of youth
You needed life
No lie I was the truth
Making my way inside of you
Damn your warmth revived me boo
Stroking away
At your insides
Biting your lips
As you rolled those eyes
To the back of your head
I pounded the bed
With your body on top
No boundary to intend
I didn't plan to stop
Legs on my shoulders
Going in deeper
Your cuming so much
I became so sleeker
With all of your juices
I made good use
Bent you over
We were at a truce
No more anger
No more pain
All I had to do
Was make that pussy rain
Fucked it so good
You couldn't ever speak
You said
"I la lo la love you"
I said
"Don't say it unless you really want to"
But you meant it
I know you did
I'm releasing now
Take my kids
How ever you want it
So freaky with what you did
Weak now
Falling asleep
Make up sex
So magnifique. .

Listen

It's like the first time
We've ever spoken
First time I heard your voice
First time you opened up
The first time I made this choice
To just say nothing
And just listen
To your problems
To your pain
The first time ever
We felt the same
I held you close
To stop the tears
You mumbled away
But I still cared
Enough to make out the words
You left on my chest
Written in your cries
I did my best
This is what every woman wants
A man that listens
To their problems
To their day
To their anger
To their pain
It doesn't matter what
Just listen

Find out something new
At every intermission
Of her words
Feel the emotions
In every verb
Of her voices sorrow
Talk all night
Into tomorrow
I'd still be here
My time is not borrowed
It isn't spent
It is priceless
In any event
That I am needed
By you
Baby girl it is true
How I feel
I am here
It's time to heal
Let it out
Speak to me
Let me comprehend
I'll understand
Ill be a friend
I'll be the man
To correct those things
Believe it girl
I'm listening. .

Captured

Click !

Open your eyes

To my minds projector

Click !

Zoom in

Analyze the photographic detector

Click !

Flash

Drugs, guns, the hustle

Money, power, we fucked respect

Die at any moment

You slip and forget

Click !

Cutting school like always

Smoked early morning hallways

Click !

Projects, side blocks

Gangsters ? They popped

Click !

Guns in my face

Bullets flown

It isn't as great

When your life is gone

Click !

Fighting to prove myself

To no bodies

Who's there when I needed help?

Nobody

Click !

Zoom out

To fit a crowd

To be cool

Was the way it was

Back in high school

Click !

Cars speeding

A body flipping in the air

Landed on the side walk

Everybody stared

Did anybody care ?

Click !

Fresh shape up

Took a deep breath

Dead on the floor

His heart had weak health

Click !

Focused the blur

Shot up

All because of a girl

Click !

Blue and red

More than just a color

Disrespect your dead

Click !

Condom broke?

9months later

You realize it wasn't a joke

Click !

Depression kills

You hurt enough

You taking pills

Now you cutting

All against your will

Click !

Delete or

Be exposed

Pretty soon

Everybody will know

Click !

Framed

Forever kept picture

Memories

Has been captured. .

Click !