Missed

I look back on those days
That held me and made me notice.
There's more than one way to be happy
Depending on a source of forever love
Not the smarted choice but I believed.
Without you its a waste of time
Endless thoughts of you in my mind.
Of a future so perfect right
But hard to reach, so out of sight.
I couldn't let go of what I had
And without it, all emotions was sad.
But I did. .

Set what was once mine, free.
Into a world that promises six feet
To live a life without me
I cried at night, lonely.
Because all I wanted
Was for you to hold me.
And time went on, so did my mind.
Building walls of iron steel
To protect any way I were to feel.
No one could get in
And I ? Well there's no way out
Trapped inside an ocean of doubt
And minimized the girls that stuck out.
I've missed. .

The way it used to feel
To not worry about something real.
To trust and love
Without second thought
To have faith in and to care for
The woman I dream about.
Man, life was good
Well enough to be happy.
Now I'm worried, there's all these risk
I need the life back that I've missed. .