Your Love Changed Me

The things that used to be,

Are no longer a sight to see.

Do you know what you've did,

You hurt me,

Deep inside the casing of my ribs.

Enclosing my safekeeping's now,

Somewhere best well hid,

I'm just trying to relieve this

How ?

This pain, I must forbid.

Wasn't all bad though

There were good times,

They continuously died slow

Masked behind my awkward smiles.

I was comfortable , stupid

And so used to your love.

Advantages ..Taken

Then vanquished with your hugs,

Kisses,

And unforgettable sex.

This love brought a new

Whole being out of me,

You even had me thinking

So properly.

And focused on the bigger picture

Kids, moving away,

Even a ring on one of those little fingers.

I found my self

Lost and lonely without your presence,

Cause it was you only

Who I once shared my

Concentrated form of spiritual essence.

Night till day till another night

Together high,

Gas mask, bong, hooka, pipe

We had all the things to get our minds right.

Those memories will remain

All these things has made a change,

Never will get to see the day

You remove my name

But that's just skin

I linger forever deep inside your brain.

So what's missing ?

My innermost center of emotion,

Four chambers pumping devotion.

Sided left of my chest is the organ,

That has died and remains frozen.

The fact that I'm still alive,

Only proves that I lived, I survived

Through out all of your lies.

It still gets under my cells and skin,

Eating away at layers deep with in.

Why couldn't we have stopped this then

Maybe we really did need this “end”

Because now,

I can't even see you friend.

All we've been through

Our worlds were at war,

The years , I count two

But it seems like so much more.

Lessons learned, embedded to remember

I love and must forget you

My heart, can no longer be surrendered. .